life won't be the same for me anymore, no more. wells. my last paper was pretty okay. i didn't study for it as im quite sick. ms salinah talked to me during the papers. she was asking me this, 'is that affecting your performance?' i started to wonder what she meant and i felt that i didn't do well for my mid year, perhaps. after our paper, i took a form which im going to sign up for the singapore poly experience in june. received my physics results too. it was 75/120. i got home and received an sms from ms salinah. she asked me to call her immediately and i was told that i didn't do well, that aint my marks. besides, i was told to write a letter, which is known as a report. she gave me support and told me not to be sad. obviously i will but im strong enough to overcome it.

went east coast park with lizhen, brandon, soonsiong and jessica. i started writing the report while looking at the sea. yeapps i did think of some matters too. i decided to give up something and go for something which concerns my life. it hurts when im preparing to give up something which i love. dont ask me what is it. just give me a little privacy? heh thanks.

rode the bicycle for 2 hours. i fell thrice and had bruises. till six plus we headed to je and played arcade. bought dinner back and brandon accompanied me as he's taking the same bus as me. we chatted a lot, enjoyed. i know i aint feeling well today, im just hanging on? yeah. but i wont let my emotions overcome me. perhaps, the reason why im sad, not only because of that piece of news, partly because of that matter which i have to force myself to give up. sigh. and thanks the people who accompanied me today. they made super lots of jokes and i laughed a lot. :)